Missing You

I feel numb, awkward.
I feel like I'm pretending as if nothing ever happened.

Because if you were to look back, on this day, exactly one year ago, nothing had happened. Yet. And now as I'm just sitting here, waiting, it's like as if I'm living in an odd gap of time.

So, since it's not just there yet, I'll save the words, the outburst, the questions, for then. For now, I'll just stay in this moment, like I have for the past months. Like simple things you can't see, but are heartfelt- the wind, love, or pain- You're here with us, somehow.

I miss you, Lim Yu Vern.



Til the 30th. Here's to you.
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